I still lay in bed
my eyes wide
and my mind back
in Shantou
and I wonder what
I said and what
I did to screw up
everything so bad
I know I did plenty
and there’s much
to forgive and
apologize for
Enough to screw up
But enough to
destroy? Did I
really hurt you
as much as you
said I did?
Was I not good
enough to work this
out with?
What I hate and fear
the most is that
maybe you don’t
lay in bed
your eyes wide
and your mind back
in Shantou